human r reali weird n complicated to understand. when someone said some gd things bout u, u wil b happy for dont noe how long. even after such a long time, when u recal u wil stil feel shoo sweet. but when someone said something bad bout u, u wil b sad over it for LIFE! even u noe e ppl hu said it r jus trying to b funny. but u wil stil tink in a way tt wad he/she sae is true n sad over it whenever u recal it. u cn b wif friend to ppl hu r disliked by ur other friends n b friend to ppl hu disliked ur friend. but u jus cn manage to control e situation pretty well. how weird human r. sometimes i wil ask myself, y cant u i jus friend wif those hu r liked by others n b one of them. i even thought of changing myself to suit them. BUT i kicked those stupid thoughts away. bcos i noe each n every people around mi r different n special. n i hab so mani different n special friends around mi. i cant possible change myself to suit each n everyone of them. shoo i jus hab to b myself(= life r shoo short. wad is mos important is my own happiness. it might sound very selfish. but tt is e FACTs. if i dont feel happy, e ppl around mi hu love mi wil oso b sad.i dont wana see ppl hu care bout mi to b sad! i noe i sounded shoo emo. hahas. but i reali v emo recently ma. haiss. n thk to ppl hu stayed by my side for so long. e support tt u al giv mi mak mi wad i m todae. without al ur love, i might hab collapsed long time ago. n i PROMISE u al tt i wil continue to stay s cheerful n happy s wad i m in e past. u al oso muz b happy^.^
